I wonder if mid-life crisis feels like this, or even worse…. No seriously, this life is a hellhole right now. Not talking about exact real crises, except for the fact that i’m (still) jobless and broke, but why does life seems so bleak? I know i am waiting to find a good job, a job that i will actually like doing, blah blah… I dont even want to go into details of job hunting. & its not like im diligently searching for  jobs everyday all the time because i am lazy and i hate rejection. Mostly, the rejection part.

But… you would have thought that life should be all glittery and nice for me especially since I just attended my graduation ceremony on Friday and done with school and all that stuff. Wrong. I feel like everything is wrong in my life right now, the right pieces are either put in wrongly or they aren’t even the right pieces to start with. Everything seems thrown off and confuses me… I dont feel the way im supposed to most of the time when im hanging out with others. OMG. I might possibly be on the brink of depression.

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