am trying to convince myself that i have to make good grades. i have to make good grades i have to make good grades. there u go, its my chant for the day. because if i screw up the monday paper, i will never forgive myself.

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I am feeling hungry like every 30minutes. Freaking hungry, love that my appetite is like a lion’s. But i really hate that i dont get my hands on food as much as i’d like.
So i dont want to hear another freaking comment about how skinny i am. i ALREADY know that. U can be my macdonald sponsor if u want, and supply me mcspicy every day. If not, just stop commenting.

Caught final destination the other day. My movie ticket is just unbelievable, handwritten one. printer jam spelt as ‘priter jam’ and didnt even write what show it was. HAHA. okay, u prob know if u follow my twit. I dont usually watch FD, and i didnt want to watch because the last time i watch FD1 i was so disturbed that i didnt want to watch any more (and i didnt even watch in the cinema lor). Anyway, kindof got convinced to catch the show cause we missed the Year One screening, so comedy turns to horror. Okay, it turned out quite lame.

Also, watched The Proposal a couple of days ago too. I LOVE LOVE LOVE THE BABY SAMOYED! omfg. ridiculously cute!! felt like the ending was alright, though its pretty funny through the show.

sigh okay thats pretty much about my boring life. i am finding it incredibly boring to blog because i think my life is far from interesting when its filled with essays and tests and school (oh, i skipped sch today cause i was so freaking tired). and the only time i get to go out and play is when edwin’s out and we only have the time to catch movies. :( wish we could go to the zoo as planned.

and when can i go back to the wednesday starbucks routine with the girls or the fri/sat party nights where i can give little damn to my essays and heck that i get a PA for it.

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could be….

Could be that nothing makes me feel warm right now, could be the songs im listening to, could be the sudden realization, could be the loneliness, could be just me being me – feeling less than contented as always.

Could you be the one?

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I feel like i must always undergo a mental breakdown everytime 2 of my deadlines are extremely near to each other. Perhaps not a mental breakdown that serious, but almost some form of mental confusion (if theres even such a word).

This is especially so when the lecturer TRY to be funny by:

a) not wanting to give the class his email, which simply means he’s uncontactable for the entire one week before proj submissions. got qns? please ask the sky or the gods and theres a better chance of getting your answers.
b) give UNIQUE instructions (that is required only for this module) such as turning your essay in to a website for plagiarism check. which is really not a big deal until u look at the next point…
c) the website does not work (either totally or inefficiently) on weekends + submission is on monday + it takes min. 1 day to return u the report (max. 2 or more days). + tens of thousands of students have their essay queued to be verified.
d) all of the above implies that i have 2 deadlines on the same day (not technically but realistically) which is unrealistic to complete. given that one of it is grp proj, but my grp members are far from efficient. 

Have the impression i had a shit day because i had to stay in sch till 3pm (a complete waste of my time), waited 20mins for a 74 but it failed to come. I ended up taking a cab home before i step out onto the road to kill myself if i have to wait any more.

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all the goodies that bff bought for me in taiwan. omg, i love the card and the luggage tag and the hello kitty ‘biscuit’. CUTE! haha. the chocolates are really erm cute and creative. yay to more masks too!!
thank u very much bestie!

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im so freaking tired even though i only went to town for 5 hrs, chilled shopped and ate dinner. my shoulders are like damn tired and its not easy lugging around 2 big shopping bags. filled with the taiwan presents and other stuff. & i srsly think they should place more hooks in the toilet cubicles. i dont see the point putting two hook one on top of the other because i cant hang two bulky bags what! In the end, i had to hold my bag in my arms cause there wasnt enough hooks. wth.

going to sleep would be the MOST REWARDING thing right now. but im pretty much stressed out by the project i darent even go to sleep. with two birthday parties tmr and next saturday, i really doubt i have the time to complete my projects. sometimes, i really feel like my time is up and my proj deadlines almost spells death for me. this really freaks me out big time.

okay, off to do my work.

xoxo!

 

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