Is it practical to plan out the future? Because i hear people knowing what they want to do, and being so sure that it will be the path that works out correctly. But in my mind, i have all these doubts and skepticism about the future…. Maybe thats why i cant see my future.
Yay, LNY is in a week’s time. Goodies-munching time. I hope i dont fall sick, because i always seem to mysteriously develop some sore throat right before LNY. And i’ve been drinking so much water lately, but i still feel like im so heaty. Im also so happy theres practically no last minute clothes shopping which ALWAYS happen to me EVERY SINGLE YEAR. Now i know how nice and relieving it feels to not go into a panic-attack for not having enough clothes yet.
Sometimes life just seems so ‘routine’ at times, and we go by doing things which we dont even know why we are doing. Sometimes, we are just not prepared. Feels like everything is slowly losing its meaning. Last time, it always means so much when LNY is coming. I grew up watching my grandma make love letters and other goodies, and now i still feel nothing tastes better than the ones she make. Oh well, i guess its impossible for her to do them now since its so much work. :(
& on another note, feb also means its only 2 months shy from exam preparations. I felt like i just started school last week. The good and bad thing about having my exams every semester. I feel like im a pig being rushed into the slaughtering place.
no matter what, i need to get back my focus and concentration and stop doing stupid things like sleeping and waiting for time to stop. yes?
going off to school! xo.
guilty pleasures: take afternoon naps that are 4-5 hrs long.
most hated thing to do: taking public transport to school - IS SRSLY A PAIN IN THE ASS!
tv show obssession of the month: 下一站，幸福
ooh btw, caught changeling on dvd on sunday. freaking good show! even though i dont like angelina jolie, but she did play the role well.
In an attempt to escape from revising the intertemporal model, i have decided to write a post and find something to talk about on my blog. After all, its been 3 weeks i have left this space empty. Its a crazy January, i have been trying to settle back into school schedule, trying to get enough sleep every night, and obviously thinking about my life more than usual. :( the answer seems bleak.
About my trip to bkk, of course i enjoyed it despite the short 3 days. We shopped and walked so much, i think i never walked so much a day in my entire life. Went for foot/body massage on 2nd and 3rd day at siam square. spent a good morning/afternoon at jatujak (chatuchak) AND HAD THE MOST AWESOME COCONUT ICE CREAM THERE. DELISH. which i twittered about. Raided platinum mall with my sister like 2 crazy people. And the whole family was so caught up in shopping, no one remembered to check out on the last day. very clever shoppaholics. :) thankfully they were nice and it was a monday, so no high occupancy and they didnt charge us for another night. Had lunch with dad’s colleagues at central world/mall in a jap restaurant Saboten, which is very much like Tonkichi here. I LOVE! Plus its so much cheaper there and just as nice.
roadside cup corn. huge corn.
my dad’s fave wonton mee, which he always have to eat when in bkk.
i have to admit its nice.
prob busy looking for hand sanitizer. lol.
looking like a bandit because the air is terrible but i gave up on the mask because its so hot and stuffy.
random stuff lying around the bed.
I also feel like im not in such pink health right now. Its probably time for me to go for a health check. And thus, i resolve not to eat macdonalds/fast food for a month (start small with target, right?). Today does not count, i just had a mcspicy meal. hehehehs. I resolve to start exercising no matter what kind. Maybe i’ll get ed to go to a gym with me or something, since hes obssessed with working out right now.
Last weekend, the clique of usual us went to iluma to have dinner and caught the blind side which is a worthy show to watch. Then, the playing of tumbling towers and beer drinking at mulligans. Before that i went to handburger, which was quite mediocre.
okay back to revising.
xoxo.
So its a new year now, the year is 2010. Im sure i’ll make the yearly mistake of writing the wrong year at least once, im always confused like that. Feels weird to hear 2009 as the past year/last year.
This year is something like the make-it-or-break-it year. Good or bad year, it all depends. As usual, i feel afraid of finding out whats in store for me especially since work’s gonna finally come full-time. Sigh, i fear the unknown. My hope is in securing a fairly decent job. I think interviewing for SIA is out for me. I really doubt i can take the step out of my comfort zone. The last semester of school is gonna whizz past, dont think i’ll miss much about studying in sim. except the 3 day school week and the sleeping in late. GOSH, im gonna miss all these slacking.
Also cant wait for bkk trip next saturday. even though it means missing two lessons. Of all saturdays, i had to have my only sat lesson on the 16th. zzzzz.
Still, i wish that 2010 will turn out to be a better year. With all my loved ones healthy and happy.
xo.
