So its a new year now, the year is 2010. Im sure i’ll make the yearly mistake of writing the wrong year at least once, im always confused like that. Feels weird to hear 2009 as the past year/last year.
This year is something like the make-it-or-break-it year. Good or bad year, it all depends. As usual, i feel afraid of finding out whats in store for me especially since work’s gonna finally come full-time. Sigh, i fear the unknown. My hope is in securing a fairly decent job. I think interviewing for SIA is out for me. I really doubt i can take the step out of my comfort zone. The last semester of school is gonna whizz past, dont think i’ll miss much about studying in sim. except the 3 day school week and the sleeping in late. GOSH, im gonna miss all these slacking.
Also cant wait for bkk trip next saturday. even though it means missing two lessons. Of all saturdays, i had to have my only sat lesson on the 16th. zzzzz.
Still, i wish that 2010 will turn out to be a better year. With all my loved ones healthy and happy.
xo.
christmas zoomed past, we had picnic at botanical gardens this year which ia a far cry from the atas brunch we had at marmalade pantry last year (still thinking of the crab caesar salad, must go back soon). haha. next year maybe we shall be good and not try anything funny, and have a nice relaxing brunch some where pretty.
plans for new year still in progress. i guess its a kind of tradition for us to count down together! :D 2010 is gonna be AWE!-some because im gonna graduate. even though i hate work, school is equally dreaful with someone i hate.
4 more days to xmas, and i have loads of things i need to do. i havent been to the salon for 5 months, and have been putting it off till now. also, need to go get my brow appointment which i bet its hard to get a slot now. AND, isnt it weird i did not do a single shopping for xmas.
i’ve been trying to avoid all xmas emails/msges but to no avail. every time i check my email/fb, i get xmas messages. Im not quite the grinch but neither am i the jolly santa claus. i just feel so neutral esp when plans havent fall into place. Im also still sick, wondering if im going to die already for being sick so freaking long. roar! the best thing is, xmas dont only mean that the streets of shopping are busy and crowded, it also applies to the clinic downstairs. wtf?! i cant even get an appointment to see the doctor. :(

